What a week it has been and what a week it is coming.
The retreat was so amazing. I dont even have the words to describe the amazing people, food, stories of struggle pain and intentions for our new beginings. The only words i have is support.....circle sisters.
I feel so blessed to have a sisterhood of support i know i can lean on when i am struggling and hope my they all know to call upon me when the time comes that they need a shoulder a hug or a support.
Leaving such a beautiful experience on Sunday morning to come home to my sweet little girl very sad and stressed out about starting school was horrible. She had tummy pains and the runs all sunday and monday morning and had an accident walking into school. I made sure i was the last mummy to leave and i stayed strong. As soon as i was out of those gates i let rip though. I was a mess untill i picked her up.
it was so different to when Andrew started. He was so excited to start prep he TOLD me to go that he would be fine. Its been 6 years since he was in prep so it feels so raw and fresh all over again.
She was fine today though and was very excited to see her new friends. Made me feel alot better.
We had to cancel out camping trip......such a bummer we where all looking so forward to it but Brisbane is flooding yet again and this rain seems set in. I tell you it makes for an interesting school drop off haha.
Off to the Pead again tomorrow morning so hopefully he has some ideas to help me with my darling little devils spawn. ANd maybe he can give me some ideas on getting these children to eat. Marissa has lost weight yet again and Noah is following everything she does so when she refuses to eat so does he grrr.
Doctors say Marissa's issues are from stress.....well It is not easy getting councilling for a little girl that has been affected the way she has and feeling so stressed.......in a desperate bit to get her some councilling without sitting on these stupid waiting lists i called DOCs to try and get a referal WELL apparently when you are protecting your children know one will help to resolve issues. What a joke our health system is. Where is the victim help. I am so angry. We start private next week but the price is pathetic. I guess i am going through the anger stage now. I want to knock heads together.
Tomorrow is a big day for a special friend of mine and her beautiful family. Her Dad is having surgery to have cancer removed. They are all such caring beautiful people it make me really sad to see them have to go through this.I am sending love strenght healing and suppoet vibes to the universe to bounch back to this family.
Anyway I am off for some zzzzzzz and hopefully the rain eases up tonight otherwise kids can stay home tomorrow. I dont fancy the mayham of school drop of in the one way car park with 3 kids in the pooring rain. Wish the school would do door service haha.
PS I will figure out how to put photo's on here over the next week.
Peace out Ox
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